When you need to hear a message…


I am always amazed when I need a sign , that somehow God always provides one for me, like a verse that keeps popping up all day or when I go to church and I have been praying on something and then the sermon is exactly what I prayed on and exactly what I needed to hear.

On Wednesday as I prayed all day to be able to let go of my anger and hurt , I kept getting this verse, first from a friend who had no idea what was going on,  then from another friend who sends me one every morning and then the same verse comes up at church! 

God is really trying to tell me something! The verse was Romans 8.28 “All works together for your good, who have been called according to his purpose”

Now I know if I believe, its all going to be alright, I’ve been through way to much and I know it works and lately I know what is my purpose beyond a shadow of a doubt, to write and to go and tell my story to others. 

Well just before getting to church I checked my Facebook page and on one of my posts two women who were supposed to be my “Facebook ” friends dogged me out , they accused me of all the trouble I was going through, like I was the one who did this to my self

I was mad and hurt, the only thing I had done was trust the wrong man and then called him out on it.If they were truly my “friends” they would know that I blog every day, that is what I do, who I am and if they read my blogs , they would know I built people up, I try to give hope and inspiration to others , I never tear people down.

Well the message was about dealing with criticism! Ha really? And how you need it to make you a stronger person, that there will always be someone out there dogging you

He then went on to say give people a chance to see who they are, they will always show their true colors eventuality, was he at my house this week? How did he know this was my message? 

He continued saying that some people are down right evil and that when you open your heart  and invite them into your life, be careful of what they try to do.

That as you start to get closer to God, you need to expect more bad to come at you to test your faith.(wasn’t I just in the peaceful place filled with joy and then this happens?) 

He said don’t let anger rule your life, you need to let it go, its only blocking your own blessings and he closed with with remember you reap what you sow!

These were all the messages I needed to hear, this was what I needed to let this go, to know this is the path I need to take and know that even in my darkest times I will believe .