When you find your peace, you will do whatever to get it back

It took me along time to get to this space I am in now.For years I didn’t like myself,  I hated my life and I was unhappy. I learned to take time out for me , to let go of the stuff I couldn’t change and to find inner peace and joy.

 

Let me tell you when you get to a place where you find it and something happens where your peace is disturbed, you feel it right away, there is an uneasiness that fills you, you start to worry about things,you feel off balanced and unsettled just like how I use to feel in the past.

 

I don’t ever want to go back to the days of darkness, where I couldn’t see the sun, where I couldn’t find things to smile about and where I hated my life and myself, no there will not be a return visit for me.

 

Each and every day I wake up , I chose to be happy, I chose to be grateful,  I chose to see the world through rose colored glasses, it is a choice, my choice and I chose to have peace in my life.

 

I have girlfriends that have drama in their lives, every day they want to drag me into their drama, I love you but unless you choose to change then you must like the situation you are in. 

 

How many times do you need to go through the same stuff expecting different results? Its called insanity!

 

I chose not to hang out with negative people , they suck all the life out of you, I want to surround myself with people who are positive, happy and love life,  even with all the ups and downs!

 

Life is a choice, there are choices every day, you chose not to do drugs , steal , hurt people,  cheat, be miserable,  these are choices you make every day, we live in the greatest country in the world, a country that allows you to chose,  how great is that?

 

So when it took me so very long to get to a place of peacefulness, every dark night , every tear, every cry to God for help was worth it as I have found a place in my life that is so incredible that even as a writer, I have no words to describe this feeling!

 

When I was getting sucked into the drama that was my life for those few months,  I realized just how much I needed my peace , I felt I was swimming up stream against the current, fighting just to catch my breathe, who wants to live like that?

 

Are you living like that? Is each day a struggle? Are you surrounded with negative people? Are you caught up in drama life?  You need to chose you step out and step up to a better life, this is your life people and you only get one trip, why spend it worried, anxious,  hateful, miserable.

 

Isn’t better to feel peace and joy, gratefulness, forgiveness and be with one with God and the universe?

 

So today is a new day, erase the past, start over, wake up and chose!!