Remember Who I am now..

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Remember who I am now

I have had a lot of changes in the last few years, I have learned and I have grown.
I am a different women that I was that short time ago and I write every day with the hope that what I’ve been through would inspire others in the same situation to make the change.

I am no longer that women with the need to please, I am no longer that meek, afraid girl that would apologize for things I didn’t do because I was afraid of the consequences.

I will no longer let your words effect my heart or my head. The sound of your voice no longer has me shaking with fear, I realized now that all your threats about taking away my girls were just that, empty threats.

I now know that it is your problem that no one can do anything right in your eyes, that you are definitely not in control of everything and when your not you lash out at everyone around you.

I see clearly that you are a control freak, a narrossist, a man with an inferiority complex, mixed in with a napoleon complex . I know now these are all your issues not mine because you have made me strong, you gave me this thick skin, you made me open my eyes to the truth.

You pushed me so much that I learned that when it became so bad I didn’t care about material things, I only cared about my soul and how bad I wanted freedom. I knew what it was like to die a slow death, to cry every day, to be belittle and cursed at, to be called stupid and every other name in the book and I knew I had to leave to save my very life.

Yes, this woman you see now is strong, she knows she can and will do it on her own, she has things now all your money will never buy you, happiness, joy, peace,the love of family and friends.
I know the true value of self and love, I know I am the child of the most high God and you can never win against me again!

I truly feel sorry for you, for your are a bitter, petty man who will never change. But I like unlike you, have forgiven you, I have learned my lessons and moved on to a life I couldn’t even imagine. See you reap what you sow. ….

So if you think you have a fighting chance against me now think again… think long and hard… I’ve had years to toughen up, to become stronger, to learn how to fight from an expert…. and I have my God on my side, I know no weapon formed against me shall prosper, so you bring it on…bring it on..bring it on….

So today my friends, I write this so you will know that you can do this too, you can make a change, you can leave that relationship that is killing you, you are stronger than you think and there is a life out there better than you could ever dream of…I am a living testimony of that.

Do you evangelize?

Treadmill Treats Monday message
Do you evangelize?

You have a lot of excuses out there, why you can’t talk about your faith, it is not politically correct, no one says God anymore, we don’t even say God forbid… ohh don’t mention his name. You have excuses why you can’t help out others, too busy, what have they (insert who’s ever name) done for me lately? What am I going to get out of it?  Excuses after excuses, so is God really a priority in your life?

If you love someone don’t you try to do things that please them? Don’t you tell all your friends?  Sing their praises? Of course you do, so why isn’t the same with your faith?

Do you ask God about your relationship? About your finances? Do you wait to listen for the answers? Or do you think your in control? When you put your plans in the hands of God, it is amazing what will happen, you must let go, have faith and let God.

Ego is such a huge part of human life, you don’t want to feel like the outsider, the freak or better yet a “bible thumper” love that one! So you keep quiet, you don’t tell others of all the wonderful things he has done for you.

Here are eight things you can do and will receive if you start evangelizing to others, okay hold up I know your thinking “what I am not going door to door like those other people are you kidding! ”

No, that is not what I mean, tell others what great things he’s done for you, use the gift he’s given you to help others, volunteer at your church, at a homeless shelter, invite others to your church, write about it sing about it, talk about his name, be proud that you are a child of the most high God.

Give to the kingdom, help out a neighbor, give back to your neighborhood, see all of these things are evangelism and you are doing your part to tell others that God is good…All the time.

8 things about evangelism

1- The harvest is great
There are so many blessings out there for you to receive. If you do it, you will be amazed at the harvest.

2- There are a few laborers
There are not enough people to tell the word to others. We need others to tell what great things,  miracles we have seen him do.

3 – We must pray for laborers
We must get others excited about working for the kingdom.

4-You’ve been sent out as lambs among wolves.
They are so many out there that will put you down, talk bad about you and your religion, yes they will cut you with their words and actions, just remember who’s you are.

5- Don’t be concerned about money and what others say?
They will forever talk, they will say if you a non believer you can have all this money doing this or that. But you know what is right and wrong, you know the word, stand fast on it.

6-  How to conduct yourself in others homes?
Enter and release peace,
Don’t worry about rejection, even if they are unkind, show them what kindness is, be an example.

7- God will provide for you
Do all of these things and God will provide for your every need, you will be blessed beyond your wildness dreams.

8- Healing people through the power of God’s word.
You can’t imagine how many people you are touching, healing through your words, your actions, your touching their souls, showing them how great your faith is, how he healed you, talk about his miracles.

So today my friends,  evangelize, tell others all the great things your God has done, talk about him, loud and proud, show others what it is like to be a believer because at the end the only words you want to hear is “Well done, my child, well done”