Tuesday Treadmill Treats
You can’t fool me
You can’t fool me, see I have been there, I have done that and I have put it all out there for the world to see.
There are no secrets, no skeletons in my closet, I have nothing to be afraid of and so I can tell you, I know what you are trying to pull.
When my kids try to get over on me, are you kidding? I invented half of those lies, I snuck out, I partied all night, no you can’t fool me there is nothing they are getting over on me…
When friends lie to me, do you not think I know? I was an expert liar in my marriage, I had alot of practice, 24 years of practice, I know that lie because I spoke them.
Do you think when people tell me their clean that I don’t know the signs. Please, I was an addict, I know the sneakiness, the motions, the jitters, the jonesing, I was there I know you can’t fool me.
I know that your putting on a mask of perfection to show the world because your too afraid to be yourself.
I know this because I should have gotten an Academy award for my performance of being the perfect family in the mist of disfunction.
Do you not think I know how to hide secrets?
I know when your hiding one because I had so many I was hiding, sometimes I couldn’t remember which lie I was telling and to whom.
The only person you think your fooling is yourself,
if someone has been there they know what your hiding and isn’t it tiring to have to hide, to lie, to constantly live afraid of what if?
What if they find out I am a fraud? If they find out what I’ve done in my past?
What if my life is not the perfect life, my kids not the perfect kids…hurry someone is coming over shove all of the skeletons back in the closet and shut the door before we are found out.
No, that was too much work, too much stress, too much guilt and worry. I am free now I have nothing to worry about I put it all out there, it’s done, I spoke truth over all of it and now it’s done. But don’t think I can’t see what your hiding because I was you…
So today my friends, I am here to tell you that you don’t have to live that life of fear, of constantly worrying about getting caught, set yourself free.
Live your life, live in honesty, let go of the fear and step out on truth… because your not fooling anyone but yourself.
Be the change you want to see”
” And just when the moth thought his life was over…he turned into a beautiful butterfly”
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