Treadmill Treats Monday Message
I have been writing all month about October, which is Domestic violence month.
Today I wanted to write about prayer and the power of prayer. There may be alot of you out there in the same situation as I was in, your broken down, you haven’t worked, he pays all the bills, he takes care of everything because he has to control it all.
He’s told you over and over you can never make it without him and over time you believe it…
Your lost and broken, you feel helpless, you think your stuck…but I am here to tell you…what an amazing life you can have if you believe…if you pray…if for you believe.
I can olny tell you what worked for me, I can only tell you my story but my story is your story…I just chose to believe all things can change if I gave it all over to him. I chose to walk out on faith, to have no job, just starting a new business, to do so many things I didn’t think I could.
I didn’t let doubt or nah sayers deter me, I didn’t listen to that little voice in my head tell me I am crazy? How am I supposed to take care of me and my 2 girls?
That this will never work.
No, I pushed all of them and even my voices away and I believed and guess what?
It’s been 2 years and I am doing it, is it always easy? Oh hell no! But I don’t worry, I don’t lose sleep, I no longer lose hair or weight over stressing because I trust him and I have peace, it will alright, he’s got this, he’s got me and he’s has shown me time after time, he’s got this…
Just this week my ex is taking me back to court and my attorney needed 250.00, on top of the money I owe my best friend for the “free” trips I use to get flying in his airline, since they retroactive it back 30 days and now I have to pay that money, my roof is leaking again, my best friend “borrowed” my new air conditioning money and I have no air and no best friend anymore….I could go on and on…like all of us when all things seem to be coming at us at once.
We can’t breathe, we think why is this happening to us? Aren’t we trying to do the right thing?
But I chose to bow my head, I chose to praise him for my blessings that he has given me, I chose to pray my way through the storm and believe it will be aright and I am at peace even with all of this coming at me.
Yesterday when I went to the mail box there was some check for I have no idea what, class action suit for 250.00 just the amount I needed to give my attorney!
So today my friends, I am here to tell you, I don’t need to worry and neither do you, he’s got this, if you step out in faith, you can change your whole life, you can do this, look I did it and I am no better than you, no smarter, no better off.
I just had a unstoppable faith and I wanted it so bad. Yes, I was afraid of change but not more than I was afraid of staying and dying a slow death there. You got this believe in prayers and the power of prayer, it can and will change your life.
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