There are so many messages I receive from going to church, its amazing what you really need to hear, when you get there, there is your message that he is preaching right at you.
This week sermon was about when things get tough do you stop believing?, how deep is your faith?
3 reasons we stop believing:
1-we stop trusting and get discouraged because of the mistakes we made.
2-we allow our circumstances to control our lives, I might be in a mess but I am not a mess
3- we don’t use faith in our now
This is a tough year getting a new business started , hell starting a new career at this stage of the game is hard enough,but getting a business going in this day and age is rough.
Yes I walked out on faith to do this but am I human, you know it am!
Am I scared some days? Beyond scared have, I woke up in sweats, I cant tell you how many nights. I am the sole provider for my girls , I will not lie after 24 years this is scary!
Something happened this last week and something in me just changed, I said I cant change it, I can do two things I can make myself sick with worry , lose sleep and have heart palpations or I can straighten up lift my head up and say I know you have a plan for me, you will take care of things , I will keep praising you, I will keep believing and I will pray and let you worry.
So I chose number 2 I prayed , I gave thanks for where he has brought me from and I kept my faith that at this point of my life he is in control not me.
They say if you want to make God laugh tell him your plans!
It’s true, these weren’t my plans , I was so lost , I had nothing to dream about, all of “this” is his doing so I will not worry about what is going to come, I will just be grateful, give my praise and just “believe”